I was so excited cause my birthday is next week and I thought I’d never live to see it. But now I’m starting to think I won’t make it.
Bad things happen when I’m home alone.
I have the pills in my hand. All I have to do is take take them. Then my pain will be gone forever. But why is it so hard ? Why am I so afraid when I have nothing to lose.
Why do you do this to me? Fucking why? I don’t deserve it. Or maybe I do. Maybe I deserve everything. But whatever the case. I’m sorry. I’m just fucking sorry.